Cosmic Design
Nineteen tracks, one story: a life falling apart, and finding its way back. Descent to rebirth, in five acts. It’s longer than anything else here, and that’s exactly how it needed to be.
Act I: The Fall
Regret, old wounds, the exhaustion of a love that costs more than it gives.
A Life Not Lived
Shadows of the Past
Numb
Loving You Hurts
Act II: Searching for Connection
Reaching for someone to hold onto, and not always finding them.
How Can I Recognise Love
Will You Be My Everything
Even As I Let You Go
Act III: Childhood Echoes
A way back to warmth: a mother's love, a child's wonder, the world seen small and whole again.
A Mother's Love
If I Could See the World Through Your Eyes
To See the World in a Grain of Sand
Act IV: Acceptance and Identity
Being seen, being different, and finding out that's alright.
Weak Doesn't Mean You're Not Strong
I See You
It's Okay to Be Different
There's Beauty In Our Differences
Hold My Heart Gently
Act V: Rising Again
Prayer, fate, a laugh at how absurd it all is, and what's left behind when the record stops.
Prayer of the Heart
Cosmic Design
Suck It Up Cupcake
Something of Me Stays With You